So almost 2 months have passed, and I find myself spending most of my time either on a chair, or in a bed.

This is definitely on the top ten list of all the inglorious things I've even did.

And once again, I find myself behind my friends on chasing dreams, I find it very shameful.

I used to be the shining star that gets lot of attentions.

This is unacceptable.

I will be revenged.

I'm gonna use anger as my source of power.